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Until now, I can say I love J. But I am sure he love me or not, but he care about me. We cohabit together now. At the begining, we make love very day. We both really enjoy it. I have ever told him I love him. "love" is a word that I can't say it out without true feel of love. That means I fall in love with this guy. some women connect spirit love with sex love, when two combine, that means the women really love that guy. So am I.|
But what make me sad is he have not ever said he love me, but he really care about me. Maybe he still love his EX.And I have tried to looking for the photos of he and his EX. And I do can see the photos in his desk. I feel sad, not angry, sad. I have ever tried to run away. But when I calm down, I always go back to him. Because he have ever said, no matter what happen in future, we will being together. That means he want to and will be with me.But sometime I can't help myself, to think about like that, we just sex love, because he did't say he love me, which make me disgust.
But whatever, I will stay with him and hope we can being together all our life.
Now he on a business try out of GD, I miss him.
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[ Last edited by viviwing at 2009-5-11 12:25 PM ]