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Tuesday, May 05, 2009|
the second day
After the labor holidays, that isn’t anything special in office, I worked and worked, the business is down and the work is little, I even saw the company is looking for more export sales, but so far nobody came for interview, although it is a off season.
For the local sales, the marketing department sent the local sales to around the china cities to look for more new customers, and I am the export sales, I could not go out to overseas to look for customers, I could only stay at office, face to the computer, idle aimlessly online to wait for customers who send me inquiry. It is the dark moment around the year that I worked as international trade. It is hard to find another job, people are under great pressure for the rising house prices.
Around the office, people talked, discussed, boss shouted, questioned, however I could not call my mind back, it all floated around, like a body without spirit. It is so funny to talk about the state of mind like this, am I a ghost?
I used to concentrate on study at night, but I could not do it now, that is always something trouble me, and I was sad so I could not touch the book and focus on me, I wasn’t like that when it was before, or even one month ago, what is wrong with me?
I do need to clear my mind and estimate my life.