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Clearly in my mind,when I got in to my college,I met a handsome boy in my eyes! –In my eyes!He was a tall and lusty boy.I fell in love at first sight!Everytime I saw him,happyness surrounded me! But he seemed so superiority!And didn’t feel me attention at all! Sometimes even laughed at my fat!I felt so disappointed that gave up the idea.But the seed of love was locked away deeply in my heart .I have no courage to show him my love !Someday,I heard he had had girl friend,my heart was broken and I was in despair.we were also monotonous classmates. |
During the college,there were three boys woo me, I reject them!I told them I had a sweet heart!Although they were excellent,they can’t match with him!But all of these ,he didn’t know!I was sore at heart!Later I heard a word surprising me from my best friend!She told me she loved the boy in my heart!Of course she didn’t know I love the boy! Oh my god!The sentence came as a thunderbolt!I didnt know what I should do.One side is my best friend,another is my love.Which one I should choose?Who can tell me?I felt helplessness so much!Ultimitely I decide to make the chance to my friend,it was just because I had not courage,and I treasured our friendship!
As the hours slipped along,we faced graduation.That meaned we almost had no choice.When practice time came,we went to different cities.It was a good opportunity to forget him I thought!During the six months,I didn’t contact with him.But I found there was a shadow in my heart. It still was difficult to expunge his silhouette.
A few days ago,we back to college to deal with the commencement.We met again. In all honesty，i have been longing for this day for a long time.I didn’t contact with him immediately when I went back to campus .I wished he can greet me in advance.In faith,he gave me a message.To my disappoint,he would like to seek another one by me.I didn’t pay attention to him with an ice-cold heart.In the hotel,his appearance came to my mind once again.All of a sudden,I made up my mind not to meet him.So I looked forward to finishing the precedure at once,then return to WEIHAI soon.
What a coincidence!We encountered in the stairway to office.I didn’t say anything but beam on him. The other way round,he asked me how was my life.I couldn’t say anything but with nod.Then said goodbye to him. Tears of chagrin ran down my cheeks when I turned about.Seeing he well I achieved contentment.It’s a desire from achildlike girl, that’s all!
There only was one day before I went back to WEIHAI.That night,his roommates invited all of my roomates to dine together.We joined.That night I drank a lot,he as well.At the dinner,we talked with each other about our job.Many of them asked whether I had boyfriend.I said I had in a fit of pique.He always requested to meet my boyfriend.I answered him if there was a chance.My heart hurt!
About at 10 o'clock, other friends went out of the restaurant to chat with each other.He and i were the only ones left.We said nothing but drinking.He toast to me frequently.I felt a little tipsy.But i was sure my mind was lucid.I would like to do nothing but weeping and drinking.He bagan to talk with me.He asked me whether i was ok during the practice term.The tears that have forbeared all night were out and falling fast.I only remembered what i said to him was fine.I told him my job was not too bad but i was lonely. The expression on his face meaned that he was ashamed. What he always said to me was "you are excellent".I shook my head constantly. I was miserable inside.He didn't understand me.I always acts adamancy,but as a girl,my heart swam with effeminacy.By means of Dutch courage,he enounced what he should express long time ago. I also showed my heart.We stared at one another!To my surprise,he knew i loved him.I didn't know what i should say.I drunk a lot in succession up to going drunk.
The next day,i woke up with a little headache,i forgot how could me go back to hotel and what i have said to him last night.All i felt was faint.
About at 8:00 o'clock,we went to college to obtain the diploma.In the waiting room, i saw him once again.Shown on his face was embarrassment.I I watched him with a smile.He gave me an answering smile.And then we were engaged in the procedure.We finished it at 10 o'clock.He gave me a message. The content is that :i'm in the hall of no.1,can you come?I revert to him without waver。I said :watting for me.After a little moment ,i went there.
“Why you let me come here”?I asked with excitement. “I need to fill in the notebook for you”. “ Here you are, give me yours” .After a short moment, we finished, and changed with each other. I saw it at once.To my surprise, a sentence which I didn’t wish to see came into my eyes. “It’s a pity I didn’t see your boyfriend”.Oh my god! My tears drop. I shouted to him: “listen to me carefully,I haven't boyfriend,I haven’t”.Then I ran away.But what I wrote to him was:8023!Why he always didn’t understand my heart!This time I was quite in despair.
I went back to the hotel to pack up my luggage. I wanted to leave the heartrending city immediately.On the way to the hotel,my classmate was waiting in the car.He would like to send me off.We chated there with many other classmates.Most of them were his roomates.He came too after a short moment.I kept in silence.