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I am a new one here. I looked though this site for two days.
I saw have a lot of nice and friendly people here.
I want to say my personal love story here and hope someone can give me some advince.
I met my boyfriend for more than four years. he is my first bf .
I spent my best time wtih him and give up a lot of things. Just i totally love him.
The first two years, he always make me sad and cry, break my heart .
I am from a poor farmer familly, didn't go to univesity. when i was 19 years old, i went to the big city to look
a job and support my little brother to go to school. at the beginning, i didn't got a lot of money from factoy
but i saved the money to support my familly and I went to night school for studying in my spare time.
I am a business lady now. Four years ago, I met my bf, he just graduated university and looking for a job at that time. I spent the money to suport him find a job. one year passed, he didn't get any job. he spend his time to paly computer games and chatting with others. I am so disappointed it. at that time, i sware to myself.,as long as he find a job , I left him. I can not leave him when he without job and money. four years passed. he always find and quit a job often. he can not give me a stable lives. he always let me worry about him. I am so tired of this relationship. I never feel happy these years. but I can not without him. I never love someone else. acctually, i really don't know he love me or not. I feel he didn't care about me, he don't know what i like and dislike these years. I didn't get any flowers and gifts from him these years. my heart is very contradiction, my parents pushed me marry soon., so i should decide it soon.
Could you give me some advince????
How can i do? ????