well they are right. you really should try to cheer up yourself and get out that depressive circle you're in now..
I know you need help and support from someone like a bf...
even it is realistic to find a bf on the web (to be honest I learn to know mine via the web also, chinese friends community..and going very well almost 1,5 year)
so yes it is possible.... but do not rely on this to become better ...it won't be fair for your partner AND for yourself... you have to recover first before starting a relationship which NEEDS also your happy mood and effort..
I met the same problem when i was in university and i really felt very sorry to my parents at that time because they have to work very hard and borrow money to support me.Thanks to my school for acceptting me while i didn't pay my tuition.Now i have worked for four years ,the situationg will become more and more better.
girls should be strong
money canbe earned by your hard work.
depend on your parents then depend on your boyfriend, that's not the best way to solve the problem.
DEPEND ON YOURSELF
No matter how difficult the situation is, just move on.
Your enemy is yourself.