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Today is a horrible day for me.My friends on QQ,I have known her for almost one year,she is a cute girl,but she has a poor life ability.As far as I know,she doesn't do anything other than playing piano and surfing internet.I talked to her several times,she told me a little bit about her life,she said she seldom went out shopping or for a walk,what her life is consisted of boring piano and mom's murmering.She gets up late everyday,because she is addicted into the video games so much,she stays up late,which leads to get up late,after geting up,she is forced by her mom to wash her hands in milk(so luxury),then the tutor came into her house and started to teach her playing.She only gets one or two chance to go out,she has no friends in the real life,only has internet friends.|
But today,horrible thing happened.I haven't talked to her for many days,but today she appeared suddenly and said she has taken 200 hypnotic pills,which really scared me.I found her number out and called her for the first time.She sounded very weak,I was worrying,and tried my best to comfort her,though how much I did,she refused to tell me her parents' numbers,because everything started from the conflict with her parents,they think she is useless and cut her ecnomy off.She was so upset and frustrated by her parents' action.So she decided to end up her life.I talked to her on the phone for about a hour,I also saw her through the webcam,She was lying in the bed,she kept complaining about her parents especially about her mom,at one time,she even hit her own head with the ashtray,I was really afraid of that.And I heard her mom was out of her room,there's noise.During our conversation,she repeated a lot she wanted wedding dress,which really touched me,and amazed me.At last,I felt she was calm,and sleepy,I hanged off the phone.though hours passed,I am stilling worrying,but she was in northeast,liaoning,I can do nothing for her,additionally,her mom was home.
I don't know what's the hell this happening.Why is that girl like that horrible?I was really scared.It's not a ghastful story,it's a really happening.I feel guilty abou my useless.I am worrying.........