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girl, calm down huh, i m sorry if my behavior hurts u, but i do believe girls shall protect ourselves , or at least, we shall earn our own happiness, and if we dont love someone, we need to tell him quick, the quicker the better, if u let time pass away, and say goodbye after a long time of sticking together, it hurts even worse,,, i just wanna let him down easily.....|
but i dont need any consolation nor sympathy here, cuz i dont need anything like that, i wrote this only becuz i know he would c it,, and i needed so bad to confess to him that i did something unfair to him. And that i want u guys to c that i m not afraid of being scolded, i m brave cuz i dont lie to him, the guy i like so much, and wish him understand me by posting it in public , it's my most sincere and also most awkward way of earning back his trust.......
we chatted last night, he said he read it, and he was very sad when he read it,, but he didnt blame me,,, instead, he asked me to move on if i meet someone reall nice,,, i dont wanna let him down again, and meanwhile, i m still waiting, till our day comes,,,,
but things r just kinda weird sometimes, they always seem to be out of control when u least expect them to happen..... i met a guy from hongkong, and he is constantly asking me out these days, ,, well, i like him, but only as a friend, he plays tennis, the first person i know here that plays tennis like i do...we will play tennis together tonight, ,, and u guys be my wittnesses will u? haha, watch my behaviors, i promise i wont drink any more, no bfs,, only firends for me now,,,, stay cool, stay single.......