as all of u that have read my topice and know of my problem
like i have said me and ny gf have been together for 2 years now and we both have had many lovers etc etc
the age difference is 7 years
but it was my gf who had more bad experiences than me but i have had more lovers in my past
numbers is not important but the quality of love is
when i met my gf we both had finished with our old partners for our reason to be together.
but she was the one that had people use her for many reason as u all know
but i ake my gf and give her comfort
i know she is not after my money cos her family has a good background
and i have too
although when we met in france through working in the same place i was told not to be with her for she is a difficult person to understand i chose not to listen and we lived together very well for 2 years
but since we now have to be apart in different countries me in UK
her in paris i find myself very sad daily cos i love her so much
i know its easy for people to let go and forget
but she told me she does not want to finish so we try to keep this relationship going
i didnt tell her i want to marry her cos its too soon and she has to finish her studies
so i wait and wait
but i need to know what she wants cos i want this person in my life forever
.....but what u all must understand is that me as the bf feels that i love her more than she loves me and i tell her everytime
but i dont get the smae respnse so am i tricking myself into loving someone that does not love me?
and also if she does not love me why cant she tell me when i speak to her?????????
so people this is the final question i hope to ask and i will try to continue my life as normal as possible