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Yes, I am, since it's a truth, I never feel shame to tell
I quite understand your feeling. Do you like music? I do, and when I am alone, I often listen to music to exclude the loneliness or make the loneliness harder and let the loneliness overwhelmed me and I cry freely. There are two songs about lonely, I have no idea that have you listened them before: 1. Lonely by Akon; 2. Lonely by Nana; Both songs are very good, but I like Lonely by Akon better, it’s very funny song. |
I have a strong character. That’s why I can not find a BF till now. In men’s eyes, I am sharp and cool, or quiet. But in fact, I am not, I am human. I have emotions. I’d like to get straight and get to the point. But men thinks I am proud. Why people like to beat about the bush and try to make the conversation longer?! Well I know, in other way, I don’t know how to play upon words. I am not a good talker. So, I am waiting a men has strong character like me, or stronger then me. But I found out it’s very hard to find one around my life circle. So, I belong to loneliness, I often think that maybe I born to having it. It doesn’t mean I don’t have friends. As a matter I have a lot of female good friends. I have few male friends because they do not appreciate me ---Too hard and sharp to communicate. But I still want to be who I am, even though I know I need to bear the loneliness for quite a long.
Sometimes, loneliness gives me more time to think about myself. I will self-estimate and enjoy being alone, having some private space for my own.
But most of time, loneliness hurts me. Because it makes me realized that I need to get used to be lonely.
Loneliness means no body understand you and no body can share with your happiness and sadness. Especially, you want to share something, but no body you want to share with. The one you want is not there, and you don’t know where is the one who is belonged to you. Well, even people find their soul mate, I guess they still feel lonely, but in different way to feel that though. Life is complicated and whimsical, which will effect our living and feeling as well.
I'd like to make friends, even though friends can not exclude the loneliness completely. But in most of the ways, it helps a lot. My email address is email@example.com.