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Post time 2005-7-13 18:40:14 |Display all floors

hi justgirl

It seems you are going to keep a diary here everyday, how about showing us your pic with beautiful smile?

Enjoy your life~

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Post time 2005-7-13 19:41:39 |Display all floors

er...a strange feeling

after reading your diary i have a strange feeling that it seems a girl is walking in the middle of road with full narcissism,ignoring others' staring and telling all of you that the road belongs to her....
i like it....

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Post time 2005-7-14 21:05:30 |Display all floors

Thursday 21:01 Good weather

a bit tired now because walked too much with monica, from company to home, almost 40 min. talked a lot with her. she's really despressed, i even think she's born despressed and desperated. she cried in the company today, just because of a german who played with her. she said she's still in love with him and couldn't get off him. for me,  i think it's stupid. i said:" you were actually not happy either when you were with him." she said:"no." so i really don't know what can get her out of despression. it's really sad if that kind of emtion stays with her for lifetime. recalled my childhood and told a lot to monica about my pathetic stories in childhood, tears dropped down automatically.

i hope i could get my proposed project initated with some supports from my boss and his boss. otherwise, i will be disappointed with this company's staff quality and the power of my boss because this is definitely great and correc idea.

ah, had very funny dream last night. i dated my chinese boss and he remarked on my leave application form saying open-heart talking will lead something to happen, lol. and german boss was jealous. omg, i never ever wanted to have affairs with any of them. juses christ, great fun to have that kind of dream anyway.

marc didn't write me any email or call me for several days already, must be something wronog. if he carries on like that, i will just be ready to lose him even he makes any excuse. i know that i don't love him anyway. i have many options beside him.

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Post time 2005-7-15 08:56:27 |Display all floors

people like to see pictures

especially the guys they like to see nude pictures

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Post time 2005-7-16 09:38:50 |Display all floors

I enjoy your diary

Justgirl.... keep on writing cuz i'll keep on reading. I hope your day is filled with  sunshine.

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Post time 2005-7-16 15:40:35 |Display all floors

Sunday Hot 15:51

Hearing some new jazz music, very much relaxed with a can of korean ice black tea. but when i heard "This Love" tears dropping down. not really because of any person but just the music touched my weak and sensitive nerve.

marc admitted that he's dating someone in nyc after returned from sri lanka trip. he said sorry and i said:"doesn't matter, though i've waited almost 1 year. wish you good future" and blocked his email address. project assistant said "that means you still care about him. if you really feel nothing about you and him like you said, you wouldn't do like this." i suddenly shouted:"how can't i don't care at all. i waited since last oct. till now!"  but i will be fine soon, i don't even take much time.  but if someday i get drunk in a bar crying, that means i love him. just let's see.

monica, pain in the ass!!!  she used my private shower stuff. i have to move out of the apartment. i've reminded her of being responsible for herself and others. she's having STD and she's living with me. she just still doesn't behave! made me very upset with her.  

had a good time again at Rockies with a young boy coworker. he's  very embitious and smart but good. i am always satified with his work. also taking destuch class with him together in the company. my german's getting better. that's good!  

got a little bit tears while talking with my boss about my proposed project yesterday afternoon. that everytime he just reminded me to be careful about complicated relation. for sure i know i should be careful but he can't just keep reminding me that and nothing else. i said to him:"that's bullshit." made me more feel he's powerless though he always says i have his full support.

so that's life. music to relax and bring you tears. tears for joyment and sorrow. i always believe how wondful people saying"life is a bitch but you married 1"

calm down and work out the problems and peace out!

Jg
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Post time 2005-7-18 22:13:46 |Display all floors

Monday 22:11 Just back from a farewell dinner of a resigned engineer

they guys made me drink too much and i am feeling so full now as if my stomach is going to explode. and i laughed too too much that i was afraid that i would suddenly get heart attack and die.

and the ambitious young boy just made me release a secret that the dept. team leader is a gay by accident. i don't wanna see anything bad happen in future. he and another guy are both interested about me that i see. i will see what will happen though i am not sure i could still accept chinese boys because of the living habbits. i might be too neat and organized to them.

tomorrow, need to prepare the training to those secretaries. i hope they local don't play any games with me. i hope they seriously are intersted about my proposed projects. i anyway will see what dept. manager's secretary will say. i am afraid that i will just quit the job if anyone wants to play game with me coz i never ever liked that kind of stuff. so i sometimes think i don't suit living in a real world where people fight each other. i really want to go to japan and exprience coz people say they are very friendly and they never mean to harm each other. why it's so different with the education i obtained in china.

people, living your life positive and happy and everyone of us is loved.  sleep tight, world! peace forever. get the society developed in a beatiful way not with blood,  pls! monica change your attitude, learn to respect me, don't use my shower ball, it's too private stuff, don't you know? i am not even sure my pussy's not well today.

Love,
Sg

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