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This post was edited by DontLoveMe at 2012-5-18 09:39|
Thank you so very much with my full heart for forwarding me this link, dear momo.
This really helped to see how much you love me. AND please take a hint from my forum name!
Read your first post, I can conclude you neverlistened nor appreciated me despite the hundreds of times you claimed "I love you", despite your declaration in your post that "I love her deeply". It is such a joke that I gone through so much for this so called love.
Before I get emotional, I'd like to poke through your lies and make everyone who is viewing this thread know what is really happening. It is such a lie that I dont pay anything. I pay you $300 every week, remember? for the past one year. and that's how long we've lived together. When you say something you should be honest and fair. I've never taken any advantage of you from this relationship, certainly not financially. from day one we got to know each other till now, I paid my fair share. You however always been calculating and "risk managing" your little piggy bank. The other day when you say you are worried if one day this relationship finished, you will not be left with nothing but at least the accumulative $300/week for however long our relationship lasts for.
I understand 200% that we are from different culture background and I accept that and I compromise and I do it your way and that's why came to an agreement to pay you $300/week. That is based on our income ratio, it is completely fair. ANd I am doing it completely based on your culture! where men and women share the costs. I am as reasonable as one can possibly be.
I forgot to pay you this $300 for the last payment cycle because I'd been too busy at work. You however then turned your blind eyes to the stressful situation I was in and so blantly reminded me that I hadn't paid you. That was hurtful. Mind you again!! I merely just forgot. I am alarmly surprised how persistent you are in checking if $300 has arrived in your account every week.
Love is give and take. Im doing everything I possibly can to make this stupid relationship work. what have you given? You put up a lie here and let all these good heart people here reading the post trying to help you picture me a greedy monster????!!!!! In the past two years, how much did I cost you? I frankly say, I didnt cost you a single cent!!! remember when you were sick last year, i was the only person at your bedside, care and love you, helped you through your most difficult time. You owe me your life, if it is not too shocking to say before you realise that. remember how I turned my life upside down and how much tear i have shed and how much pain i have endured for this relationship. Now all that I've paid deserves you trace after my bu** shouting that I owe you $300. That's what hurt and that's what that big argument was about. I thought I tried all possible means to make you understand. However I realise I failed when I saw your post.
This is end of it, dear momo, thank you for everything. you give me nothing but heartbroken heart.
When you see this reply. dont need to contact me. if you ever understand me, if you ever appreciate me, if you ever love me, you wouldnt have posted something so albeiting the fact, you would have understood me and hadn't need come to the forum.
things will never work out. if you dont understand the fundamental part of me.