Monday, January 30, 2012
The first day of work
Today is the first day of the one year work for office, I went to the office early at the morning, wishing a wealthly year to come to me.
However, the New Year is finish, but it isn't a good year, I am trouble by who to take care of my daughter this year. She is only ten month old, can't walk and talk. Last year I hired my monther;’s sister to take care of her for two month, and father-in-law take care of her for 7 month and now is only ten month.
This year he is not willing to come and take care of his grand-daughter, I do hire someone to take care of her. But just now I got the phone call from husband, it is his second time to complain about the new nanny, he said she is very lazy, she just sat there and not do anything, even asked to go outside with my daughter. She just sat there and not move.
I called my cousin, she hired her before. She told me that her husband also not satifed with her job. Then I am start worrying, I don’t know whether she can take care of my daughter well. My daguther is only ten months old, she is so little to face this difficulies.
I also hate my daughter, not give her a good environment for her to grow up. I want to take care of her myself, but my heavy loan for the house need to settle down.
Life is not easy at this moment.