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Saturday, December 19, 2009|
Nowadays that is a game as happy farm in QQ zone, sometimes I am free at work, so I play this game when I am boring, I also log in other friends’ QQ to help them steal fruit from others, and something happen yesterday.
I was on someone’s QQ, his friend asked for chat, I wanted to play a game with her, so I said:” I am the person that own this QQ.”
Then she started to talk with him:” I love one guy deeply, I love him so much, so I leave the person who love me, in order to be with him, but he left me alone, I close myself in a room for three years, not sleeping, not drinking, not eating, for the whole three days, just to find out why he leaves me, nobody love me in this world.”
I was kind of shocked by her words, what kind of guys that makes her to love so much, that ignore herself completely, it says love is blind, but love isn’t good enough than hungry, tiredness and water that supply the living, that is too extreme thought.
One net friend talked with me online, she is at the same age like me, she said:” Sometimes I feel pretty about you, if you are a pretty, that you can find a boy with lots of money to marry, however you are not pretty.”
I felt a bit upset, so I said:” I know I am not pretty, what is your meaning about it? Honestly speaking, my situation is much better than you, I don’t have to worry about the house loan each month, but your salary is just enough for your living and not more for others.”
“ It is a shame for me to use guy’s money, from I am 18 years old, I depend on myself for living, I am the girl that don’t need to get support from guys.” She said.
“But you are happy?” I said:” Maybe you are the independence girl while I am not, cause my salary are not enough for my spending and the house loan, the true fact is that I have enough money for living and still some extra but you can only make your month-end meet, if one day you are out of job, you will be in big trouble.”
At before I also think that I don’t need other to help with my life, I can help myself with my living but isn’t that a good thing to get help from others that not need to be so hard at life? We need more time for playing, for enjoying, for better life. But when one’s salary just enough for living and nothing else, that will be a miserable life.
Or maybe the pretty can get better thing than an ordinary girl?