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I don't want to treat this to be a diary, but just would like to write something when I got some thoughts or something.
It seems I'm a so childhood person, which my parents have experienced all day long. And I would confirm this opinion.
Today I suddenly don't want to do anything, I just want to sit somewhere alone, let my brain to be blank.
My work is neither a heavy physical work nor hard brainwork, it just some system process, data satistic and calculation, delivery arrangement, invoice and bill work. I should be honest that they are not hard work, but when there are so many such things everyday and I need to complete them carefully, what's more it had been for a whole month and I must work overtime almost everyday. I feel my nervous nerve break now, comparing the leisure time which another collegue enjoyes everyday.
It beat me down.
I'm not a proud person, but I should say my work efficiency is very high, so now I'm in charge of the work which had been done by three person. Sometime I'm also wondering why I still work in the company because I'm not been paid accordingly.
The reason is I'm just a person who don't like change, or else hate or afraid of change. I know it isn't a good charactor but it is so hard to change the charactor, and it also a change. Sometime I also dream of there are someone bring me some change which I can't reject.
I'm a passive person who wouldn't to chat with somebody first, too passive I know.
Well, just here today.
Wish myself enjoy a better day tomorrow!