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It's been more than one week that I am home, being lazy b/c of the cold outside. When I laughed at what I'd done yeaterday, I am growing still; when i feel myself is being the same as yesterday, i stop growing. Growing Pain is the price that we paid for. While i am throwing something out of my mind, I'm also gaining something at the same time. till i can reach the end of the world, I just realized that the things i threw out are the same as the things that I got, it's called "reminiscencing"! |
Frankly speaking, my awareness likes this words, if one person has the potential of being innocent, it's an attraction, especially for the opposite gender. However, living in such a realisitic society, you will be ashamed for being innocent. Afraid of being said by others that i am so naive, so I try to stay on a safe side, even i try hard, but I still can't change the inner side.
Always being told that we can't live on our imagination. B/c your imagined world is perfect, and fantasizing makes you happy, at least before you go to bed, walk out from your fantacy world to reality, the difference puts your feeling in pain. However, as the age goes up, don't dare to talk something non-sense in front of people. only hide them at the bottom of my heart...
Philosopher said: Life doesn't lack of sensation, it's just being ignored by eyes and hearts. when you were young, always been moved and touched easily by words or sentences, even a sad ending or an article could make you cry. Year by year, friends come and go, being callous to the theme of send-off. Slowly, everything goes without saying anything, so we feel the cold outside, and leads us to be coldhearted people.
Human desires are unlimited, the more we see and hear them, the more we want to possess them, nice saying is non-stop pursuing, actually, it's an insatiability. Pathetic saying, human are like wolves, wolf knows when he'd had enough, but human would never have had enough. Not enough with a lark in hand, still want to get the eagles that flies in the sky.ending up with empty hands! So be content with what you've got.