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An unexpected love
When I started my new term with an aggressive spirit, I ignored anything else in my life. Soon the unexpected Valentine’s Day came without any illusion to me. When I found an anonymous chocolate in my drawer, I got it out to share with Sun and Windy and Icy. I did not ask for the one who sent it for it meant nothing to me, and did not care the others except myself. Unfortunately I received a letter after the rest at noon. It was from Sun. Following the instruction, I came to the stadium after supper. I could finish my meal in 5 minutes at that time because I wanted to save more spare time to study. To a person who would appreciate time like this, you could not require her to be patient to other things she didn’t care for (Maybe just an excuse to relief myself).|
I came punctually but he was waiting there. I had nothing to say and he suggested taking a walk. After finished two too tranquil circles of walk, no talk no smile just walking and walking, I became impatient and could not bear the atmosphere there. I suddenly quested in an unfriendly tune that why he asked me to be there. This abrupt question made him in a mess and blushed. Though I was not a sensitive girl, I became to think the possibility that he liked me. I became afraid and said determinately that I had to go back to study. I was afraid what I should do if he said that.
That was the first time that I could not concentrate on my books and exercises since the beginning of this semester. After several hours I had done little. The book stayed on the same page as time went by. I stared at them but thought nothing in my mind.
A note passed from Sun that “I like you”. I felt sacred. How I hoped that it was not true. I did not want to hurt him, but I cannot accept him for the fear that love would affect the study and I was afraid that I would not return my love to him as the same as he could do. How I shuddered when I saw the sorrow and hurt in his eyes at the stadium when I said these words. I could not repay her love definitely, at least at that time. I disregard the note hoping our life would return to the previous mode without my reaction.
But sadly, another note was passed down to me that “Do you like me”. I had nothing but confronted the current status. What should I do? My mind could not run well for he was not a stranger but the one who I used to like, or just to say, I tried to love.