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i am feeling bored at home. I have bought a new book which has already started. But not want to read now. I am not ready to study. So not myself physically and mentally. just like I cannot live without a computer. I can only breathe on the Internet. I can listen to the songs but not my voice. I can watch TV series but not talk with myself alone. I can sit here facing my lap-top but can't plant flowers, feed dogs. Life seems future-like stuff which I don't have to care at this moment but to feel nothing rather than bored and waste time online without doing anything. So I come here to write, to stop for some time, to say out loud my boredness. I have things to do, anything. But I just don't want to. so I am here like a dead fish. I even lost my attention to my cell phone. I stop contacting anyone on Wechat. I stop calling anyone. I am isolating myself from the outside world. Only to live with my family like in an island. Something wrong must have happened to me. I am not passionate anymore. I have been so keen to learing everything. But I act like a walking dead, a zombie. Death. Death. Death. So far away from me, but feels so close, too.

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    HailChina!: Have you ever seen the show 'The Simple Life'? It was an American TV show featuring millionaires Paris Hilton and Nicole Ritchie and it was about them ...
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