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A Vow to Myself

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In the last few days, I have been in a special mood for religions. I was being so frenzy at religions. The major reason for that may be how moody I am these days. I try to fling myself into the pit of religions to get rid of all my feelings for a short time. However, the result comes to no endings. For every second I am away from religional belief moods are around me as devils. Another way for me to release my negative power is to sing to every single pop songs for hours and hours. When I am singing, I can't help myself to pause for a stop. But I know that even in singing, I am in a mood, too. I've never flung off my feelings away. I just excite my brain till it exhausts its last energy, leaving me feeling only the tiredness around but not the feelings. But I can only cover my feelings for a short time by tiredness. That is always not the curing medicine for me.

I should be sober, back to myself again. No religions to count on. No songs to rely on. I should live on, move on without pretentious powers which seem to support me or  give me positive energy. Actually, they don't. They are just ways to cover the scars but ignore that the scars are opened to bleed.

Now, I am sober again. I stop to think it is time for me to embrace my life again. Here I give myself a vow: regard your every day precious, inject enthusiasm into you daily work, leave alone your feelings cuze of others, feel your heartbeats to live on, work so hard to make yourself extraordinary, live for your beautiful life given to you for so short a time, maybe 80 years, 70 years or even shorter, which I can't predit.

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  • Any wrong about an art masterpiece? 2017-6-21 22:24

    Actually I may make you misunderstood. Before China's reform and opening-up, an very important policy to China and to the world as well, Chinese women preferred to cover up, only leaving their faces, necks and hands in the air. So there was a long time when Chinese women filled themselves up with clothes. And now, the old Chinese people or even my mom still think they are so exposed with just a little cloth when girls on TV show more parts of their bodies outside, of course, they are wearing clothes still. But Chinese young girls do copy the trend of wearing shorts to show off their fair-skinned legs, which started in South Korea, I think. In South Korea there are many girl groups. They are singers and dancers as well. They wear short dress or short shorts to attract our eyeballs. As far as I am concerned, in terms of the Chinese girls who wear shorts or short skirts, maybe there are some sluts but I believe that most of them just want to follow the trend, feeling confident themselves and maybe they just like the way they are dressed. Another thing to add to that is that Chinese modern girls still want to cover their upper bodies so they choose clothes that help avoid any exposion of their upper bodies except for their arms,necks and faces. So in fact, you can't easily find any sluts in China, yet. Back to the topic of my blog, my point is that the art I saw a few days ago is made with a thing which shapes as a woman's body and the painter drawed a traditional Chinese picture on it. I think it is fine for art to do so. We should not think about sex while talking about art. Art is nothing to do with sex just as sex is nothing to do with art. The last point I want to talk with you is that I am not a person who welcomes sluts, not to mention to be OK with it. But I love arts. Art embodies beauty and inspiration. Anyway, you do give me a new way to think about girls who wear so sexually even when they don't mean it.

  • Any wrong about an art masterpiece? 2017-6-20 20:49

    Not all females like to dress like a slut. Many females still do dress like ladies and to me this is far more attractive. I agree with China that sluts should be made to feel ashamed of themselves. Why do females feel the need to display their bodies in public anyway? It is because they are sluts. The worst ones are the ugly sluts because they are disgusting. Some guy like you will encourage sluts because you are only thinking of the hot ones but what happens when you have to walk by some big fat 60 year old slut that has decided to go topless in public? This should be enough to make any person vomit but in ridiculous places like New York USA where they encourage sluts there is nothing that can be done about all of these disgustingly ugly sluts that get about. Is that really what you want? To give license to any horrid old slut to walk about in public without a shirt or bra on? You need to think much harder. And even a hot chick that walks about without a shirt on should be despised because what are they trying to gain by dressing this way? Advantage? What massive sluts these sluts are. And you know what else is slutty? High heels. Why do females where high heels? To be festive? It is because they are sluts. And all of these sluts that wear skirts to work all through winter - what massive sluts they are. They know why they have the job dont they? Guys like you wouldnt be as nice to them if they wore flat shoes and other sensible non-slutty clothing would they? What sluts!

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