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Popularity 1Viewed 1219 times 2017-5-8 23:23 |System category:Life| everything, pictures, believe, tonight, achieve

My heart felt a bit of broken when I saw her showing off pictures of her and her boy friend. I've never told myself to believe in that until tonight I found those pictures on her Wechat moment.

But I've got to say, I've never fought for love. I've fell my love in a girl, though. Now, I vow to myself that it is high time that I fought for everything I treasured in my life. I will fight to protect my treasure. I will fight for my new beloved one. I will fight to achieve my goals, my dream and fight to have a better future.

I do not always miss a bus but this time I do miss a girl. She is so good. However, I'm not gonna say her perfectness and niceness here. She's gone. She's passed. I need to clean up my moods and move on.

Fine. I wanna be an optimist. 

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Reply Report HailChina! 2017-5-17 11:05
Maybe your girls boyfriend will be hit by a bus and die. I don't think you should give up hope just yet.
Reply Report shehemego 2017-5-24 23:28
HailChina!: Maybe your girls boyfriend will be hit by a bus and die. I don't think you should give up hope just yet.
You must be making a joke. But actually, we've never begun yet. I've always felt her love for me. And I've always shown my closeness and kindness to her. No matter what, she's started a relationship with the other boy. I don't hate her. And I don't wanna chase after her any more - cuz I've found out that I' gonna strive for a better place in the world where I am sure I will meet the girl who's better and who's excellent and who's gonna fit in well with me. Anyway, thanks for your consolation.
Reply Report HailChina! 2017-5-25 01:39
shehemego: You must be making a joke. But actually, we've never begun yet. I've always felt her love for me. And I've always shown my closeness and kindness to h ...
No I was totally serious. You used the word perfect. If you think she is then I don't think you should give up hope. Her bf may be killed by a bus tomorrow. Today even.
Reply Report shehemego 2017-5-27 23:10
HailChina!: No I was totally serious. You used the word perfect. If you think she is then I don't think you should give up hope. Her bf may be killed by a bus tom ...
Actually, if I have to mention her physical feathers, she is not perfect. She has some scars on her neck and one of her hands. However, I can accept her appearance cuz I love the way she smiles and the way she talks and even her voice. But she is perfect in her heart cuz she loves children and animals, she is warm, she is kind and nice to everybody. She is an environment protector.She has lots of merits and fine moral which our Chinese cherish and praise for. If I am not who I am now, I should've not given up hope to win her back. Yet, I have some mental defects, though. Which I am curing myself with great efforts. I have to cure myself and try to be excellent first. So now is not just the right timing for me to get her back. I am not sad, though. I have to help myself get out of some mental pits first. You may wanna know what they are. They are like easy to worry, easy to be unease and mad at myself. I have lots of background stories which lead me to the state where I am now. I don't blame myself for that. I just have to help myself conquer challenges.

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  • Any wrong about an art masterpiece? 2017-6-21 22:24

    Actually I may make you misunderstood. Before China's reform and opening-up, an very important policy to China and to the world as well, Chinese women preferred to cover up, only leaving their faces, necks and hands in the air. So there was a long time when Chinese women filled themselves up with clothes. And now, the old Chinese people or even my mom still think they are so exposed with just a little cloth when girls on TV show more parts of their bodies outside, of course, they are wearing clothes still. But Chinese young girls do copy the trend of wearing shorts to show off their fair-skinned legs, which started in South Korea, I think. In South Korea there are many girl groups. They are singers and dancers as well. They wear short dress or short shorts to attract our eyeballs. As far as I am concerned, in terms of the Chinese girls who wear shorts or short skirts, maybe there are some sluts but I believe that most of them just want to follow the trend, feeling confident themselves and maybe they just like the way they are dressed. Another thing to add to that is that Chinese modern girls still want to cover their upper bodies so they choose clothes that help avoid any exposion of their upper bodies except for their arms,necks and faces. So in fact, you can't easily find any sluts in China, yet. Back to the topic of my blog, my point is that the art I saw a few days ago is made with a thing which shapes as a woman's body and the painter drawed a traditional Chinese picture on it. I think it is fine for art to do so. We should not think about sex while talking about art. Art is nothing to do with sex just as sex is nothing to do with art. The last point I want to talk with you is that I am not a person who welcomes sluts, not to mention to be OK with it. But I love arts. Art embodies beauty and inspiration. Anyway, you do give me a new way to think about girls who wear so sexually even when they don't mean it.

  • Any wrong about an art masterpiece? 2017-6-20 20:49

    Not all females like to dress like a slut. Many females still do dress like ladies and to me this is far more attractive. I agree with China that sluts should be made to feel ashamed of themselves. Why do females feel the need to display their bodies in public anyway? It is because they are sluts. The worst ones are the ugly sluts because they are disgusting. Some guy like you will encourage sluts because you are only thinking of the hot ones but what happens when you have to walk by some big fat 60 year old slut that has decided to go topless in public? This should be enough to make any person vomit but in ridiculous places like New York USA where they encourage sluts there is nothing that can be done about all of these disgustingly ugly sluts that get about. Is that really what you want? To give license to any horrid old slut to walk about in public without a shirt or bra on? You need to think much harder. And even a hot chick that walks about without a shirt on should be despised because what are they trying to gain by dressing this way? Advantage? What massive sluts these sluts are. And you know what else is slutty? High heels. Why do females where high heels? To be festive? It is because they are sluts. And all of these sluts that wear skirts to work all through winter - what massive sluts they are. They know why they have the job dont they? Guys like you wouldnt be as nice to them if they wore flat shoes and other sensible non-slutty clothing would they? What sluts!

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