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Autumn- time to repay my beloved ones

Popularity 22Viewed 23073 times 2013-9-9 23:03 |System category:News| paying, back

I have been thinking about writing something down for almost one month, but i didn't do it until this evening, not only because i have been very busy with my work, but also because during this period, i can't control my mood and keep calm. When it comes Autumn, most people around me feel very happy and celebrate the ending of the torment caused by the high temperature in the Summer. However, my feeling for this so-called cool season is totally different,because i often feel upset and depressed without any specific reasons and what's worse,can't control mymood at all.

 

When the Autumn falls on the earth, it brings cloudy and rainy weather together, and with its wind and fog, it makes the green leaves turn to yellow and fall down from the tree. Suddenly, a passionate and energetic summer disappears. Looking at the grey sky, i feel sad, and sometimes, i burst into tears. I try my best to control and adjust myself, i want to be positive and sunny, but it becomes hard in Autumn.

 

On my way to and back from work every day, i always think and imagine a lot. I think of the time i had with my best friends in Shanghai last year. My best friend Michille, i miss her very much. Every day i think of her, and i always have conversation with her in my mind. I met her when i was having my probation in the company we both worked for, my salary was very low, and i couldn't afford to some daily necessaries, like quilt and clothes, etc. Meanwhile, i suffered great work pressure because i was criticized by my leader everyday for having no working experience,and i couldn't finish my work as my leader required. it was very hard for me at that time. I was thinking about quiting my job even, but luckily, she came into my life. As a postgraduate, she once studied abroad, and she has been teaching the west Point students in university before she came to the company. She is very excellent, and she is also very nice and kind. She offered me qulit and clothes, and also help with the problems in my work. Under her help and guidance,i gradually made a good performance, and won my learder's trust. During that priod, we went to work together and cooked together after work, and we encouraged each other when we met some challenges. I learned a lot from her, and we were just like sisters. We spent the 2012 Spring Festival together in Shanghai, and a lot good memories.......I haven't seen her for more than one year, i really miss her. I hope i can make enough money to travel to some places together with her in ther future. Autumn is also called the harvest time, but for me, i prefer to understand it as a thanksgiving time, and also a time to repay your beloved ones. Here, i would like to extend my heartfelt appreciation to my best friend Michille, i will always be here for her as her best friend with a grateful heart.

 

In this repaying time, i also have to mention my best male friend.I knew him from the frist year of the middle school, and we studied in the same high school, then we were in the same city when we studied in university, and luckily, we work in the same city now. It has already been more than 12 years since we knew each other.So we understand each other very well and alway support each other. He is a very noble and gentle guy. I respect him, Meanwhile, he always trusts me and supports me. In this June, me, my boyfriend and him, we three went to climb Mount Hua, and we had a wonderful time. We had very beautiful school time together,and our friendship is very pure, and it will last for a lifetime. It is really my privilege to have such a friend, my great appreciation!

 

Last but not the least, i want to do something to pay back my parents and my boyfriend. They are all my best families in my heart. After suffering so much hardship, my parents finally sent me to the university, and offered me an opportunity to change my life. I love them very much, and i will always try my best to let them live a good life. As for my boyfriend, we have been together for more than 6 years, we respect and love each other very much. For such a romantic love, i appreciate life. Our love story is full of warm and sweet.

 

Though i couldn't stop feeling sad every now and then, i am still grateful for what life offers to me. I will pay back my friends and families just the way a good daughter and friend acts. And also i my appreciation for those friends i didn't mention here, they are always in my heart thanks for being my friends, i love you!

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Reply Report snowipine 2013-9-10 11:15
Well done! yes, it's time paying back you loved ones. we are growing up in this quick changing society, everything is evolving without any hesitation, we, as new generation of people,can't always wait and see, do something which is meaningful to you, to your faimly, to  step by step and day by day...
Godspeed!
Reply Report KnowledgeWisdom 2013-9-10 22:47
Hello zsj8904@126.com my dear friend.

I was reading through what you have written here, and although I know that you feel sad, I see so many wonderful things in what you have written here. Money can buy you many things in life, but what it can`t buy you or give you is true friends that loves you just for who you are, who appreciates you as a person, not for what you have, but for the person you are to them.

You are lucky in that you have met people who really appreciate you and care for you. In today's life, even though we might be far from the people who we care for, we can also be near them through the technology at our disposal. Just as I am now writing here to you, so also you can reach out to your friend Michille and although it is not the same as being with a person physically it, it also has its own rewards. By putting something in writing, you can truly express your heart and what you feel and think and it is not something that can be soon forgotten as you can always go back and read it again and again. I am sure that you can in this manner also touch her heart by sharing with her what she has meant for you in your life. Sometimes, words is the best gift you can give any person, as words comes from your heart.

You have so many wonderful people in your life who cares for you. True friends and a true family. There is no greater gift for us than to be able to share our life with those who cares for us and who loves us.

Out of our own mind comes our greatest enemy. Our own thoughts can hurt us and kill us emotionally and spiritually. We ourselves can become our own worst enemy by focusing our thoughts on the negative things we feel, we create our own prisons with our own thoughts. It is so easy to be negative and to let these thoughts wash over us and influence what we feel.

Start by renewing you own mind. How?
By focusing instead on that wish is good in your life. The people who loves you who appreciates you and start to count all the blessings in your life that other people don`t have. You are surrounded by people who cares for you with whom you can share your life and who accepts you for who you are. You don`t have to impress them, they already love you and care for you just as you are.

What you do here in writing this piece is wonderful and good, but did you go and express this to your friends personally, did they see this piece that you have written, for that is truly the people who should witness and understand what is in your heart and that you are not ashamed to share with others the joy you have for having them in your life. They truly are the ones who needs to see that you appreciate them and that you value them in your life.

Love is the greatest gift you can give to any person, be it your friends or your parents or the person you have chosen to be the one you will share your life with.

One day at a time,chase the shadows away by thinking about the good things in your life, and if you fall, stand up and go on. If you fall, it does not mean you have lost, all it means is that you can stand up again and continue forward in your life. It does not mean you are defeated or weak, it means you can get up once more and continue.

Be blessed.
Reply Report bill790 2013-9-12 10:11
anyway, I can see  your english writing ability is good.
Reply Report zsj8904@126.com 2013-9-12 11:10
bill790: anyway, I can see  your english writing ability is good.
Thank you, actually there is still much to learn and improve, i will try to be better.  
Reply Report reddinosaur 2013-9-12 13:47
there may be something ,which you would not like tell others,  behind some unspecific reasons! it's just a guss
Reply Report zsj8904@126.com 2013-9-12 16:26
reddinosaur: there may be something ,which you would not like tell others,  behind some unspecific reasons! it's just a guss
Maybe, but sometimes, i do not want to to say anything to anybody, and feel sad without any specific reason when it is raining. Anyway, thank you for your comment!
Reply Report zsj8904@126.com 2013-9-12 16:26
snowipine: Well done! yes, it's time paying back you loved ones. we are growing up in this quick changing society, everything is evolving without any hesitation, ...
Thank you, good luck to you!
Reply Report zsj8904@126.com 2013-9-12 16:32
KnowledgeWisdom: Hello zsj8904@126.com my dear friend.

I was reading through what you have written here, and although I know that you feel sad, I see so many wonderfu ...
Hello KnowledgeWisdom, Thank you for your comment, i can tell from what you have told me that you are a very intelligent man. You always have your own thoughts, and you are also very generous to share your thoughts with others, which makes you a very nice and charming person. Wish you good luck!
Reply Report reddinosaur 2013-9-12 21:01
maybe you give yourself too many obligations which make up the unspecific reasons. I think autumn just triggered  your sad mood and made you give vent to your sad mood. if you want to become positive you'd better lay down your burden and sweep out your inferiority complex.
Reply Report liu5222512 2013-9-13 00:09
1.what's worse,can't control mymood at all.
what's worse,my emotion is totally out of control.
2.I try my best to control and adjust myself,
Control=restrain
3.On my way to and back from work every day,
On my way back and forth to work every day,
4.i always think and imagine a lot. I think of the time i had with my best friends in Shanghai last year.
A variety of thoughts come to my mind,which remind me of the time I have been through with my best friends in Shanghai last year.
5. Every day i think of her, and i always have conversation with her in my mind.
Every day when I think of her,the regular chats with her always linger on my mind.
6.I met her when i was having my probation in the company we both worked for, my salary was very low, and i couldn't afford to some daily necessaries, like quilt and clothes, etc.
I encountered her in our common company during my probation period.my meager salary is not enough to afford some daily necessaries,
7. Meanwhile, i suffered great work pressure because i was criticized by my leader everyday for having no working experience,and i couldn't finish my work as my leader required.
Meanwhile,without any working experience,I couldn’t finish my work as my leader required,so he  criticized me for that frequently,therefor the great work pressure tortures me a lot,

to be continued...
Reply Report zsj8904@126.com 2013-9-13 09:47
liu5222512: 1.what's worse,can't control mymood at all.
what's worse,my emotion is totally out of control.
2.I try my best to control and adjust myself,
Control=r ...
Look forward to reading more from you. I am learning from you. Thank you!
Reply Report zsj8904@126.com 2013-9-13 09:55
reddinosaur: maybe you give yourself too many obligations which make up the unspecific reasons. I think autumn just triggered  your sad mood and made you give vent ...
Maybe you are right, I used to take too much responsibilities, but i have tried to adjust myself since i found this problem. Maybe i am still not cured. Thank you for your attention!
Reply Report 1840542824 2013-9-13 20:00
My appreciation to you too. You have been a very tender and loving friend to me. You also have a lot of potential. Courage!
Reply Report liu5222512 2013-9-13 23:24
1.As a postgraduate, she once studied abroad, and she has been teaching the west Point students in university before she came to the company.
She had been a teacher in the west point after studied abroad as a postgraduate before she …
2. She is very excellent, and she is also very nice and kind.
She is a woman of excellence,amiable and friendly.
3. She offered me qulit and clothes, and also help with the problems in my work.
She offered me qulit and clothes, furthermore, help me with the problems in my work.
4. We spent the 2012 Spring Festival together in Shanghai, and a lot good memories.......
We spent the 2012 Spring Festival together in Shanghai, which leave us lots of sweety memories.......
5. Autumn is also called the harvest time, but for me, i prefer to understand it as a thanksgiving time, and also a time to repay your beloved ones.
Autumn is also called the harvest time, but for me, which would rather be interpreted as thanksgiving time to repay your beloved ones.
6. Here, i would like to extend my heartfelt appreciation to my best friend Michille, i will always be here for her as her best friend with a grateful heart.
Here, i would like to express my sincere thanks to my best friend Michille,and i will always be around you as my best friend with a grateful heart.
7. In this repaying time, i also have to mention my best male friend.
In this repaying time, i also have to mention my best male friend.
8. In this repaying time, i also have to mention my best male friend.
During the time for repaying, i also have got to mention of my best male friend.
9. I knew him from the frist year of the middle school, and we studied in the same high school, then we were in the same city when we studied in university, and luckily, we work in the same city now.
I got to know him in the first year of the middle school, after graduated from the same high school we both went to universities in the same city,now we live and work in the same city as well.
10. It has already been more than 12 years since we knew each other.So we understand each other very well and alway support each other.
Since we are acquaited with each other,
So our mutual understanding and support is further enhanced as time goes on
11. i will always try my best to let them live a good life.
i will always do what i can to help them make their lives better.
Reply Report huaren2323 2013-9-14 02:27
This is a good value of treasuring family and friends. Hope you encouraged people to your way of thinking. You certainly reminded me of such values...Enjoy Autumn..leaves are changing colors already... ..so should we...inside....for the better...good life's journey.
Reply Report 若南 2013-9-16 08:59
It`s my glory  to  read  you  this  paper ,you  write  many  people  internal   voice ,and  everyone  h as  a  hardship  time  in  mind  and body ,but  we  always  firmly  believe   that   suffering  is   a   wealth.   At  nearly   i   have   encountered   mood  similar  to  you  and  i  try  my best  to adjust    myself  to  become   happy,  optimistic and  active, while   i  have   learnd  so  much   from   you ,i   would  like  to   express  my   heartfelt  appreciation  to   you that  you  share  your  stroy  with  us  .It  is  the  first  time  to  comment  other`s   paper  by   english ,my   english  writting  is  poor  so  i   will   spare  no  effort   to  improve    my   eglish   express    abilities.   Thank   you    very   much  for   sharing   you   feeling,   and   i  wanna   to be  you friend   
Reply Report zsj8904@126.com 2013-9-17 09:50
1840542824: My appreciation to you too. You have been a very tender and loving friend to me. You also have a lot of potential. Courage!
Thank you Kiza, you are always so kind. Good luck to you!
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